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Favorites Here's a list of some of my favorite movies: TRANSFORMERS THE MOVIE!!! and also OH MY GODDESS THE MOVIE!!! the end... Here's a list of some of my favorite music:
ERASURE!!!! Toad the Wet Sprocket, ANIME OST's!, GLAY, A lot of Jpop, Mr.Children, Le arc en ciel! More anime music! Genesis, Ben Folds Five, depeche mode, also a whole bunch of eighties music no one has ever heard of, and many more! 
It's not like feathers from an angel will come crashing down on me.
Then what do they do?
They float softly down and tickle my face and skin.
Wow, that must feel nice.
Yes it does, but i laugh so much i fall down and i'm the one who comes crashing down. |
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SO... i guess you expect you to talk about me... something i always seem to talk about because i can't get enough of myslef... How extremely sad, but i guess being one of the few who enjoy their own voice, it may be a good thing that i have something to talk about. Yet it must be bad that i enjoy listening to the same thing over and over again. Hmmm... what is there to really say... Well i am probably one of the most noninteresting people in the entire world. All i have are the same things everyday. 
As you can tell, there are only a couple things in life that you can understand, i certainly am not one of them... hmmm bad for me or good for you?
Oh well... now let me tell you the basics, and the basis. And that leads to one word, THOUGHT, and it's plural, THOUGHTS. Why thoughts? Due to the fact that it is the basis of society at this point. Thoughts rule in the world. Why, because thoughts are the only things many people can have. You kno, it some degree i do agree that thinking is very bad, it leads to so many wrong conclusions, and the dreadful natural assumptions. Also through this site i'll be talking and go off on a tangent and assumptions is a tangent right now. Do not make them, as much as possible, when you make an assumption, don't. Don't even use the word if you can. That word is garbage, everyone makes assumptions, and many if not all are wrong. Why? people are ignorant. Ignorance, ignorance is the everlasting problem in the world. Ignorant people are everywhere, hell, I'm ignorant. It's not like i kno everything in the world, i'm no god, in the end i'm just me. But the fact is ignorance leads to many negative things. The saying goes "ignorance is bliss," however true that may be, i'd rather kno than not. Ignorance is bliss, is actually only fleeting, because you can only keep someone ignorant for so long until they are finally shown what they don't know. So, when they realize it's something they have no idea about, for example, sex, drugs, death, life, business, society, even thinking, they are hit pretty hard. Why do i say hard? For the reason that, a person just doesn't know, which leads to assumptions, and assumptions are bad. Also, it leads people to lie about things they have no knowledge about making things even worse in the end. So yes, once again, ignorance is not good, assumptions are the devil, and i'll continue now.
So where was i? oh yah, well back to thoughts and thinking. I personally love thinking. Thinking rules my life. What do i think about? Already i know you don't want to kno, but really what i do think about is, life. My life, other peoples lives, happiness, sadness, emotions, everyday life, songs, singing, poetry, music, business, school, family, friends, everything, all the time everyday, even when i dream. Dreams are things i will go into later as well. But thinking is my life. I have the greatest time thinking, even though sometimes it leads me nowhere, or it gets me to a thought and place where i do not want to be. Yet without thinking as much as i do... i wouldn't be me. HEHEHE, some probably think that me thinking less would make me a bit more normal. Fat chance. =) But as for thinking, well thinking leads to THOUGHTS, and thoughts are the basis, while the basics is really just the stuff i mentioned before, the thinking, the no assumptions and the don't be ignorant because even though i don't like ignorance i'm still ignorant, so don't bother me, i kno, stuff. And yet, the question is, what else do the thoughts lead to that's part of the basics and basis? QUESTIONS, questions are part of thinking, and with that, that means you must question everything. Everyday life must be questioned. Living, breathing, seeing, eating, question it all. Why is the sky blue? Why won't it be green? Why is the grass green, why can't that be yellow? Okay fine, now you have to question things that can't be answered by science. Why are people like they are. People as a whole cannot be as easily studied as some may think. People, individuals are the most cryptic things in the world. I mean, is it easy to understand what i say all the time? Do all people speak the same language? Each and every individual is different in someway. Even if you bring up clones, there is always something different. Nothing is ever the same, in any context, do to the fact that no matter what you may bring up, something different is always there, like time difference is the most obvious one. Perhaps it's the fact that there were different people there, or around or who interacted in whatever. How can anything, any possible time be exactly the same? It can't, something is always differnt. Now see, the fact is, perhaps you must question these things. Useless thoughts some people may say. Yet it is those who do think about these things that lead to a higher self being. Perhaps even ENLIGHTENMENT. Questions, questions, questions. See, the thing is, that a lot of what i may say, and write, may seem even contradicting. You see, in a way, when you question, you can also assume, yet remember you shouldn't assume. But without questioning you'd be ignorant, and you don't want to be ignorant. Yet, see the thing is, it's only the word assume that is bad. I mean if you cut down the definition of assuming you get many other definitions that can lead to better words. So, say the word assume is out of your vocabulary. Then use, an idea, or thinking, or so many more, just simplify it all. So you're probably thinking, isn't that the same thing as assuming but just using a different word? Well in my vocabulary the word assume means you're an idiot. So i don't use the word assume, because the word is evil. Due to the fact that assumptions are usually wrong, yada yada yada, and then more. So use something else, use a different word. Just not assume. So back to questioning again. QUESTION QUESTION QUESTION, there are so many things in life that you can question yet, people don't. Why? cause it takes too much time, there's no point cause it will lead you nowhere, people are lazy bastards, and more. So yes, i love questioning things cause it helps me think more, and think... better... hmmm.. and other things. =) Yes, so i love thinking, and questioning and those are the basis and basics. And on and on they go. More and more to come.  This is where i just talk about me right? well you'll get enough of me, don't worry...
Hmmm, what can i say about me? I'm TOny, i'm 5'11" or 6'0" depending on the time of the day. =) Anyway, i'm filipino, and chinese, and probably a whole bunch of other garbage, but really i'm lying, i'm not a whole bunch of other garbage. Anyway, well what's next. Right now, i'm going to school in ohlone, and i'm having a sucky time. I'm majoring in philosophy and doing pre-law, where after i transfer i'll have another good couple of years to go to law school and then finally take the bar exam and then see if i can be a lawyer or not. Well now, moving on, I have a girlfriend, but i don't, i have a car, but i don't, and i guess i have a life, but i don't. Hmmm... other than that, i like music a whole lot, my life is music. ANd i figured out what i want for my birthday which is Sept. 14, and i want an MD player, and yes, that's all. What else can i say! I'm me, i like thinking, i'm thoughts, and i'm open hands, i like making sense even if i sound like i'm not making any sense at all. i like japan, i like anime, i like martial arts, and i like swords, and i like writing, and i like poetry, and i like girls, and i swear someone will say that i liked guys... some jewish guy or a few punk chinese, and of course probably a wierd korean girl and some funky white guys. Other than that, i've had lots and lots and lots of experiences in my life, legal and illegal. I'm not dangerous even though i am. I'm not crazy, even though i may be. hmmm... i was a pacifist for a while, but someone had to break that trend. I am really a happy guy, and i love being happy, and in the end, i'd rather see others happy, well others that i care about happy than me, because i'm happy when they're happy, and i already i'll be okay, cause i have confidence in myself to know that i'm going to be okay, while others are in giant depression ruts for years. But hey, nothing against that, it's just not my piece of the pie. So where can i go from here? I'm a big guy, and that's why they call me Big Tony, i'm never alone even though everyday i am. And i'm just a sucker for cute girls, especially one's that i love. But that's a different story. Other than that, i can do a lot of things, even though many may think different. And i love music a lot, or did i tell you that already? Hmmmm... i did. Okay, that's enough about me, now what about you? |
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